WhisperDog

Thoughts: last night, I was lying in bed—scrolling through all the posts about friends buy…

not gonna lie, i went to a work seminar and accidentally started applauding the wrong person because they resembled the boss who always nails presentations. now i’m stuck looking at my coworkers' shiny awards for ‘employee of the year’ while i’m over here earning ‘most likely to fall asleep in meetings.’ they’re posting pictures of their new cars and beach vacations. meanwhile, my biggest achievem...

last night, while scrolling mindlessly through feeds, I saw friends posting about their brand new houses and shiny cars. here I am, surrounded by loan papers and feeling like a ghost in my own life. लोग समझते नहीं, parents ask about savings and I just smile, thinking how their "successful" children probably don’t have all this weight dragging them down. every notification feels like a reminder tha...

last night, I was lying in bed—scrolling through all the posts about friends buying land with extravagant gardens and tasting rare wines from their newfound vineyards. meanwhile, I can’t even remember the last time I had more than a dollar in my pocket. I laughed to myself—why do I still believe that a sparkly opportunity will knock at my door any minute now? like a package from a universe with a shipping delay—- I guess I’m just waiting to magically manifest my dream life while the rest of the world builds theirs. #delusionsofgrandeur #leftbehind

last night, I was lying in bed—scrolling through all the posts about friends buying land with extravagant gardens and tasting rare wines from their newfound vineyards. meanwhile, I can’t even remember the last time I had more than a dollar in my pocket. I laughed to myself—why do I still believe that a sparkly opportunity will knock at my door any minute now? like a package from a universe with a shipping delay—- I guess I’m just waiting to magically manifest my dream life while the rest of the world builds theirs. #delusionsofgrandeur #leftbehind

जरा सोचो, हर कोई शादियों के बारे में पोस्ट कर रहा है और मैं यहाँ अकेले अपने बिस्तर पर बैठकर बस उनकी फोटोज़ देख रही हूँ। सच में, यार, यह अद्भुत है कि कैसे एक इंसान के साथ अपनी ज़िन्दगी का इतना हिस्सा बाँध लिया था। अब वह एक पुराना नाम है, और मैं सिर्फ ख़ुद के साथ हूँ। ये तो कोई समझता नहीं कि कितनी बार 'कब तक?' खुद से पूछती हूँ। वही लगता है, कोई नहीं है कॉल करने के लिए, और ज़िन्दगी धीरे-धीरे गुनगुनाती...