yooo, so I just stumbled upon this whole blockchain thing and it's like everyone's buzzing about transactions and user applications, but honestly, I can barely handle my own life, let alone keep up with the digital age. my friends? they don't get it, and all these new developments make me feel even more disconnected. I thought I was stepping up when I got my hands on the latest tech, but it just h...
day 47 of scrolling through social media, and the news about Gisèle Pelicot hits different. her strength in the face of such darkness reminds me of how little I have done to confront my own past. it’s three am, and I sit alone, lost in my thoughts, scrolling through photos of friends pairing off while I clutch my phone like a lifeline. it feels like betrayal; I thought love was something that woul...
it's not that... it's just that every family gathering feels like a literal interrogation about my life choices. matlab samjho na, while my cousins are out there living their “perfect” married lives, my parents have no idea about the weight I'm carrying just trying to figure out if I can even afford a wedding without drowning in debt. honestly, they look at me like I’m the disappointment of the family, when really I’m just trying to survive this unending pressure. I caught myself thinking, should I just say I’m getting married next month, or wait until they realize I literally don’t even have the budget for a cake? #PaulistaA1 #FamilyDrama
it's not that... it's just that every family gathering feels like a literal interrogation about my life choices. matlab samjho na, while my cousins are out there living their “perfect” married lives, my parents have no idea about the weight I'm carrying just trying to figure out if I can even afford a wedding without drowning in debt. honestly, they look at me like I’m the disappointment of the family, when really I’m just trying to survive this unending pressure. I caught myself thinking, should I just say I’m getting married next month, or wait until they realize I literally don’t even have the budget for a cake? #PaulistaA1 #FamilyDrama
it's not that I don't want to apologize. it's just that I don't think they want to hear from me. when I think back to how I treated them, it hits me like a wave of shame—I was so careless, so selfish. and now, watching other people care about their success in life feels like rubbing salt in an old wound. it makes me wish I could just fade into the background, like I never mattered. #ColoColo #regr...