so I found out they never actually broke up with their ex - they just... kept talking. at first, I thought it was normal, like, who hasn’t lingered on an old flame? but now I see it, I feel it - I thought I was building a connection, but instead I was just a placeholder. it’s weird, you know? sitting in a crowded room, surrounded by familiar faces but feeling completely invisible. having hundreds ...
honestly, seeing Napoli fight back twice reminds me of my last relationship. it felt like every time we were about to crash, we found some last-minute spark, only to drift apart again like bad sportsmanship. meanwhile, all my friends are locking down serious commitments and here i am—twirling in the chaos of empty dating apps and second-hand heartbreaks. i thought i had this love thing figured out...
is it wrong that every time i hear about those nta jee mains results, a part of me feels relief that i escaped that race? yaar, matlab samjho na, i watch my younger siblings stress over their marks while i’m here eating maggi for dinner, pretending everything's fine. their dreams hang in the balance, while i settle for “mnc mein kaam karta hai” as if it’s enough. the guilt mixes with the loneliness because deep down, i know my parents wanted more from me. that expectation weighs heavy, especially when i cant even show them that all this is just an elaborate act to hide my regrets. #NtaJeeMainsResultWebsite #SilentStruggles
is it wrong that every time i hear about those nta jee mains results, a part of me feels relief that i escaped that race? yaar, matlab samjho na, i watch my younger siblings stress over their marks while i’m here eating maggi for dinner, pretending everything's fine. their dreams hang in the balance, while i settle for “mnc mein kaam karta hai” as if it’s enough. the guilt mixes with the loneliness because deep down, i know my parents wanted more from me. that expectation weighs heavy, especially when i cant even show them that all this is just an elaborate act to hide my regrets. #NtaJeeMainsResultWebsite #SilentStruggles
i saw the news about jalen duren and suddenly imagined a life where i’m living in the VIP section, sipping drinks, married to a stranger i locked eyes with at the game. now i'm daydreaming about that reality instead of addressing my own mess of a life where every decision feels wrong. maybe that could actually happen if i believe hard enough. right? #JalenDuren #ManifestationMadness