you know what’s literally the most bizarre thing? being told your culinary skills are “fine” while you’re literally one flambe away from a Michelin star, but nobody wants to see your B-rated horror film level disaster of what happens when the smoke alarm goes off while you try to impress people at a potluck—honestly, who thought putting honey in avocado toast was a good idea?
it's not that i'm jealous of auqib nabi, but i keep watching people from my college thrive while i'm still drowning in assignments and loans, feeling like every decision led me to this moment where i'm just… stuck. seeing him succeed makes me wonder if i made the right choices or just picked the safest routes to avoid disappointment. no one's telling me what to do when i feel lost, so now i'm just...
i don't celebrate new years anymore. the only thing that's changed in my life since last year is the expiration date on my takeout. i saw people flying home for Chinese New Year, connecting with loved ones and feasting together, while i'm over here debating whether to invite my leftovers to a karaoke night. hundreds of followers but not a single person who'd call me at three a.m. i might as well be living in an algorithm. maybe next year i’ll buy red underwear too, just in case. #ChineseNewYear #loneliness
i don't celebrate new years anymore. the only thing that's changed in my life since last year is the expiration date on my takeout. i saw people flying home for Chinese New Year, connecting with loved ones and feasting together, while i'm over here debating whether to invite my leftovers to a karaoke night. hundreds of followers but not a single person who'd call me at three a.m. i might as well be living in an algorithm. maybe next year i’ll buy red underwear too, just in case. #ChineseNewYear #loneliness
honestly, seeing all the chaos about the flight cancellations just reminded me how trapped I feel in this life. i thought taking a safe, stable job would give me freedom, but here i am, juggling a routine that screams my parents' expectations while my dreams collect dust. like, if i could cancel my life the way people cancel flights, would i even do it? #FrankfurtFlights #LifeExpectations