i cannot believe it actually worked out. the doctor called with the results, and it was all fine, just like that, after all the dread and sleepless nights honestly it feels unreal, like i can finally breathe again.
i keep thinking about that summer in college when i skipped class to go to the beach and just sat there staring at the waves while everyone else was doing their thing. sometimes i wonder if i made the right choice or if that moment was supposed to lead to something...
sat on my tiny balcony looking at my neighbors celebrating their promotions while im barely scraping by on my paycheck, 900 a month rent and bills that just keep piling up. felt like crying watching their smiles, wondering if i could just let go and be happy for a second, but all i can think about is how everything in my life feels so heavy right now.
sat on my tiny balcony looking at my neighbors celebrating their promotions while im barely scraping by on my paycheck, 900 a month rent and bills that just keep piling up. felt like crying watching their smiles, wondering if i could just let go and be happy for a second, but all i can think about is how everything in my life feels so heavy right now.
just spent 30 minutes trying to unlock the trash can after it locked itself, which should honestly be a scene in a horror movie, then finally got it open just to find the avocado that looked fine two days ago has transformed into something i can only assume is a weapon against civilization, like did we just invent a new form of penicillin or a portal to a different dimension?