saw the cps lady eyeing my old star wars posters and it hit me how my childhood is just hanging on walls now, like relics of better times. tried to call someone to share the absurdity of it but scrolling through my contacts just felt empty and heavy.
i seriously cannot believe my cat just figured out how to open the pantry door. like i thought i was gonna be chasing him for hours, dreading a mess but now he is just sitting there munching away like he owns the place, it’s honestly so ridiculous i am still in shock.
sometimes i wish i had chosen a different path and not held on so tightly to things i thought mattered, like that music career i let slip away. now all i can do is watch as my dreams fade while i pretend to be okay with where i am.
sometimes i wish i had chosen a different path and not held on so tightly to things i thought mattered, like that music career i let slip away. now all i can do is watch as my dreams fade while i pretend to be okay with where i am.
yaar, matlab samjho na, after 5 years of study, my biggest achievement is still just a collection of rejection letters, और घर वाले समझते नहीं कि मेरा motivation कहाँ चला गया है, सबकुछ इतना बेकार लग रहा है।