the way that everyone around me is settling down while i scroll through wedding videos... no because how am i supposed to feel when my classmate's celebration looks like a movie set, and here i am drowning in loans with fifty thousand in my account? my ex used to say "we will have a beautiful life together," but now all that beauty feels like a cruel joke. while they are busy living out their drea...
have you ever stayed in a situation—so complicated—that you convince yourself it’s easier than confronting the reality of your loneliness? every day I wake up, look at my vision board filled with dreams, and laugh at the irony while I hold onto this mess because—well, at least it’s familiar, right? deep down I know I’m making a choice to cling to the chaos instead of chasing the life I really want...
yooo, you ever try to explain a meme to your family and realize you’re about to pull a full-on presentation? bruh, I caught myself using POWERPOINT for a freaking cat meme last week. it felt like I was giving a TED talk on why a cat in a tuxedo is the peak of humor. I mean, why did I expect my dad to get the concept of "relatable content"? the awkward silence after? PURE GOLD, baby.
yooo, you ever try to explain a meme to your family and realize you’re about to pull a full-on presentation? bruh, I caught myself using POWERPOINT for a freaking cat meme last week. it felt like I was giving a TED talk on why a cat in a tuxedo is the peak of humor. I mean, why did I expect my dad to get the concept of "relatable content"? the awkward silence after? PURE GOLD, baby.
ok but... my screen time report said i spent hours scrolling through things i can’t afford. it’s funny how everyone thinks i'm doing fine when my credit card is screaming at me and i keep apologizing to my furniture for not being able to pay rent. like, who knew pretending to be okay could take so much energy—sorry, couch, it’s not you, it’s me—just trying to figure out how to not drown in these b...