yoo, so while everyone's busy discussing the paulistão drama, I'm over here feeling like I’m in a completely different match, yaar. my cousin just got promoted and is flexing a paycheck like it’s some trophy. matlab, I got laid off a month ago and I still haven't told anyone, bhai. can’t handle the awkwardness of hearing everyone brag about their "success" while I’m stuck watching reruns of a life...
i was deep in my scroll when i accidentally liked a video of savannah guthrie asking for justice. i panicked so hard i nearly threw my phone, praying the universe wouldn’t expose my full-on obsessive research of someone i have never met. now i’m sitting here, mortified, imagining her judging my entire existence while i’m just trying to keep track of how old she actually is. my friends think i have...
it's not that i care about when those bonuses are coming in, it's just... every time i hear that announcement about earlier payouts, my brain flashes to all the times i sacrificed taking risks for security. yeah, sure, practical path, but now i'm watching everyone around me chase dreams while i still have my nose to the grindstone, grinding away at a life i thought was safe. and here i am, wondering if taking the leap would have led to more than just staring at spreadsheets, with a huge gap where passion used to be. just an abyss of choices and decisions i wish i could rewrite. #ThrPns #LifeChoices
it's not that i care about when those bonuses are coming in, it's just... every time i hear that announcement about earlier payouts, my brain flashes to all the times i sacrificed taking risks for security. yeah, sure, practical path, but now i'm watching everyone around me chase dreams while i still have my nose to the grindstone, grinding away at a life i thought was safe. and here i am, wondering if taking the leap would have led to more than just staring at spreadsheets, with a huge gap where passion used to be. just an abyss of choices and decisions i wish i could rewrite. #ThrPns #LifeChoices
last night, I stumbled upon this old box of toys from my childhood - the ones I thought were just in storage, waiting to be opened, but really, it was more of a time capsule of dreams that never happened. I was staring at these action figures and imagining a world where I had a great job and life wasn’t this endless cycle of making plans while being paralyzed by this... silence of anxiety in my gu...