it's not that i’m faking it, it’s just that putting on a brave face is exhausting. last week, my friend posted about winning a small jackpot while i was scrambling to find change for my lunch. everyone sees the sparkly surface of my life, but underneath, it feels like drowning. like when everyone is excited about that big cricket match and i’m just here wishing i had money for something as basic a...
why can’t I stop thinking about someone who probably isn’t even aware I exist? it’s like a chaotic loop — i’m diving into the U19 World Cup updates while my mind wanders back to them. the worst part? my life feels like I’m training for a game without even being picked for the team. i scroll through the highlights, watching excitement unfold, while i’m here waiting for a reply that will never come....
yaar, aaj subah cricket ki news dekhi. pakistan vs ireland ka match hua nahi. matlab, rain ne phir se sab kuch barbad kar diya. main yahaan do saal se hoon aur socha tha doston ke sath match dekh kar masti karne ka mauka milega. ab tak toh main sirf kisi ka unpaid therapist ban gayi hoon. koi samjhta nahi yaar, sirf tension aur akeli pan hai. gharwale bhi sirf shadi ki baatein karte hain jab mujhe dosti ki zarurat hai. shaayad mujhe ek naye shahar ki khud se shuruaat karni chahiye. kabhi kabhi sochti hoon, kya akele rehna khud se milna hai? #PakistanVsIreland #Loneliness
yaar, aaj subah cricket ki news dekhi. pakistan vs ireland ka match hua nahi. matlab, rain ne phir se sab kuch barbad kar diya. main yahaan do saal se hoon aur socha tha doston ke sath match dekh kar masti karne ka mauka milega. ab tak toh main sirf kisi ka unpaid therapist ban gayi hoon. koi samjhta nahi yaar, sirf tension aur akeli pan hai. gharwale bhi sirf shadi ki baatein karte hain jab mujhe dosti ki zarurat hai. shaayad mujhe ek naye shahar ki khud se shuruaat karni chahiye. kabhi kabhi sochti hoon, kya akele rehna khud se milna hai? #PakistanVsIreland #Loneliness
i was scrolling through my feed and saw another ex got engaged. matlab samjho na, unko toh chhod ke bhag jaana tha, lekin ab life mein woh toh sahi track pe hai. yahan mein bas kuch week se protein shake ki tarah hoon, mix kar rahi hoon gym jaane ka naam leke aur khud ko sambhalne ki koshish kar rahi hoon. kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki meri jagah main kisi second-tier international match ki tarah hoon....