just checked my account and somehow have 40 bucks until next payday, bills are piling up like crazy. thought about buying new shoes since mine are falling apart but then i remembered i can't even afford that, feels so tight, so tight.
so they had a team meeting where we all had to share our favorite childhood memory after the grief counselor left, like, what kind of sadistic twist is that? just trying to suppress my existential dread while reminiscing about making mud pies like that’ll help my coworkers process a tragedy.
so i literally just spent an hour cleaning my whole sock drawer and now i am feeling like i just achieved something great in life while my brain is screaming about the existential dread of basically having nothing else figured out at all.
so i literally just spent an hour cleaning my whole sock drawer and now i am feeling like i just achieved something great in life while my brain is screaming about the existential dread of basically having nothing else figured out at all.
scrolling through my old contacts, saw a name i used to call at least once a week, thought about how many times i meant to reach out but then did nothing, now it's just an empty void of screens and just feeling like if i sent a text it would be like throwing a bottle into the ocean, no one is out there to find it, which is weird because i know i have the number but…