so today i walked into the coffee shop and thought i could just order a small thing but then i saw the pastries and ended up getting one of those fancy tarts, but my bank account is like begging me to STOP. i mean who knew a tart could feel like a personal finance disaster in a bite, ugh.
my coworker literally told me i needed to be more proactive about office morale and it felt so condescending coming from someone who literally never gets involved unless it's to criticize the team. like, what even is "zero tolerance" when it comes to actually doing something to help?
just found an old notebook from when i was sketching out ideas for a board game about space pirates but now i just sit in my tiny living room staring at my job apps while the people who get to actually try things on a whim seem to be flying to mars. it feels like everyone else is chasing after their dreams and i’m just stuck here like why can’t i even get a creative idea to flow anymore, like where did all the fun go
just found an old notebook from when i was sketching out ideas for a board game about space pirates but now i just sit in my tiny living room staring at my job apps while the people who get to actually try things on a whim seem to be flying to mars. it feels like everyone else is chasing after their dreams and i’m just stuck here like why can’t i even get a creative idea to flow anymore, like where did all the fun go
so i get a letter from the hospital saying i owe them for trying to save my partner and honestly like what did i expect, a thank you card for not being in a position to sue? like thank you for the kindness you showed by taking away my whole world and then sending me a bill instead of condolences, good one.