honestly, family gatherings feel like a job interview where i am the only candidate. my siblings have all these shiny accomplishments, and i'm over here just trying to keep my head above water. every question feels like a stab, especially when they ask me about my ‘next steps’ like i'm not already overwhelmed. and don't get me started on how my parents think manifesting a perfect job is going to f...
day 23 of pretending to be okay. saw Australia dominate in the T20 World Cup. turned on the TV just to escape my own losses, only to realize how hard it hits when every win reminds you of your own failures. it’s like watching them soar while i’m still grounded, wondering if anyone will ever care about my match, ya know? #CricketAustralia #RelatablePain
bruh, so they left me on read for THREE days and then hit me with a simple ‘lol’ like we’re just gonna pretend that my existential crisis over their silence never happened. i was literally pacing my room, rehearsing what i should have said, and now here we are, like it's casual. i mean, should i send a follow-up, or is that just giving them too much power? like, do i act cool, or just... die inside? #textingstruggles #leftonread
bruh, so they left me on read for THREE days and then hit me with a simple ‘lol’ like we’re just gonna pretend that my existential crisis over their silence never happened. i was literally pacing my room, rehearsing what i should have said, and now here we are, like it's casual. i mean, should i send a follow-up, or is that just giving them too much power? like, do i act cool, or just... die inside? #textingstruggles #leftonread
not gonna lie, last night at the reunion, everyone was talking about their promotions like they were sharing candy. yaar, matlab samjho na, I’m still in the same job since 2019, feeling like a ghost at my own life party. sab mujhe therapist ki tarah treat karte hain, lekin ab kis se baat karun? that awkward silence when someone asks, "toh aap kya kar rahe hain ab?" i just smile, but deep down, I w...