just realized i forgot to cancel my subscription for that dumb monthly box - like why do i have a box of random gadgets i will never use, and now i’m $30 short for my utilities, which is due tomorrow - feel so stupid for not keeping track of this stuff, why do i even do this to myself.
i just spent two hours cleaning out my old desk only to find the ONE memory card i thought was lost forever and now i am literally drowning in old photos of my ex’s cat, like thanks for the painful nostalgia i definitely did not need today, guess that’s a productive use of time.
so i just found out the new lawn mower i was counting on for my side gig is over five hundred bucks and my account barely has enough to cover the essentials. thought about selling some old tools but even then, not sure it’ll be enough for everything piling up, just feels like im in this never-ending cycle.
so i just found out the new lawn mower i was counting on for my side gig is over five hundred bucks and my account barely has enough to cover the essentials. thought about selling some old tools but even then, not sure it’ll be enough for everything piling up, just feels like im in this never-ending cycle.
i thought i was gonna go for a walk to clear my head and then realized i have not eaten all day until my stomach started hurting like i was the one on trial or something but instead i was just pacing around my room waiting for that hunger to spark some motivation to do—anything.