it's not that i care, it's just that i literally replayed our last conversation in my head and now i’m mad at you for things you didn't even say. i know it's ridiculous, but like, now i can't even look at you without feeling this weight, because, surprise surprise, your words became a whole other script in my mind.
i keep hearing about these year-end traditions, and everyone is buzzing about avoiding bad luck for the new year. meanwhile, i'm here pretending to be okay when my job is a sinking ship and my love life is just as barren. like, should i really worry about avoiding bad vibes? i already feel like i’m stuck in a nightmare replaying my bad decisions every day. i keep asking myself, am i actually happy...
i sometimes wonder if people in my life actually like ME or just the version i show them. i mean, they laugh at my jokes and text me during the day, but do they really know me? or do they just like the me that keeps the chaos hidden? every time something good happens, like this news about the T20 World Cup, i can’t help but spiral into thinking, maybe i’m only worthy when i put on a show. maybe it’s all just a performance, and nobody cares about the person behind the curtain. #KalKaMatchKaunJita #existentialcrisis
i sometimes wonder if people in my life actually like ME or just the version i show them. i mean, they laugh at my jokes and text me during the day, but do they really know me? or do they just like the me that keeps the chaos hidden? every time something good happens, like this news about the T20 World Cup, i can’t help but spiral into thinking, maybe i’m only worthy when i put on a show. maybe it’s all just a performance, and nobody cares about the person behind the curtain. #KalKaMatchKaunJita #existentialcrisis
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, know that it is okay to take things one moment at a time. you have navigated tough waters before and emerged stronger, even when it felt impossible. remember, this chapter will pass, and brighter days are ahead. #YouMatter #ThisTooShallPass #Hope