not gonna lie, seeing everyone around me celebrating their fancy weddings while my savings are looking more like pocket change is just too much, yaar. matlab, cousins posting pictures of their new cars and houses while I can barely afford a bus ticket feels like some sick joke. there's a wedding video going viral, so grand, and i'm stuck in this messy situationship that won’t even lead to a real r...
not gonna lie, sometimes I dream about winning the lottery while sitting in my room, eating instant noodles like they’re a gourmet meal. I mean, I have this entire funeral outfit ready—just in case life needs me to look presentable when my luck turns around. I keep imagining myself pulling up to fancy places, dressed like I belong, even though my bank account is literally... screaming.
wait, you ever realize how you just smile and nod at conversations about things you stopped believing in ages ago? like, my family can talk about sports for hours—never mind that i can barely name three teams—i just sit there, pretending to care while planning dinner in my head. it’s easier than admitting i have no idea what the referee's really doing, just like it’s easier to nod along when they talk about their ‘successful’ jobs, knowing that deep down, i’m drowning in my own failures. and don’t even get me started on how my cousin's kids' birthday parties somehow end up being like family therapy sessions... just in disguise. who even decided that’s okay? # #familydrama
wait, you ever realize how you just smile and nod at conversations about things you stopped believing in ages ago? like, my family can talk about sports for hours—never mind that i can barely name three teams—i just sit there, pretending to care while planning dinner in my head. it’s easier than admitting i have no idea what the referee's really doing, just like it’s easier to nod along when they talk about their ‘successful’ jobs, knowing that deep down, i’m drowning in my own failures. and don’t even get me started on how my cousin's kids' birthday parties somehow end up being like family therapy sessions... just in disguise. who even decided that’s okay? # #familydrama
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, remember that it is okay to take things one step at a time. even the darkest nights eventually give way to dawn. you have faced challenges before and emerged stronger; trust that this season too shall pass. #Healing #YouMatter #HopeExists