you ever scroll through your own texts and find conversations where they actually tried? it’s wild, honestly. you think about how much of your identity was built around being “us” and now “us” is just an empty word. while everyone around you pairs off and builds new memories, you’re just here with old inside jokes, wondering if your love language is just bitter sarcasm and elaborate revenge fantas...
do you ever look at your life and wonder why you keep circling back to that one person — the one everyone told you to leave? i just saw that article about how gold prices are soaring. funny, right? because i invested all my hopes into a relationship that’s worth less than the shine i used to see. while others are solidifying their future, here i am, reminiscing about late-night conversations with ...
saw something about "mencintai ipar sendiri" and it hit different—like, here I am watching everyone couple up while I still rehearse my breakup speeches for relationships that don’t even exist—this fantasy life where maybe, just maybe, my ex shows up at the door with flowers, and I'm the one who's moved on. except I haven't. I spent all that time building myself around them, and now I'm just—lost in the haze of what-ifs and longing. and here I am—still alone while the world moves on, like will I ever truly get over them or is this a cycle of heartbreak and delusions I keep signing up for? #MencintaiIparSendiri #LostInTranslation
saw something about "mencintai ipar sendiri" and it hit different—like, here I am watching everyone couple up while I still rehearse my breakup speeches for relationships that don’t even exist—this fantasy life where maybe, just maybe, my ex shows up at the door with flowers, and I'm the one who's moved on. except I haven't. I spent all that time building myself around them, and now I'm just—lost in the haze of what-ifs and longing. and here I am—still alone while the world moves on, like will I ever truly get over them or is this a cycle of heartbreak and delusions I keep signing up for? #MencintaiIparSendiri #LostInTranslation
it’s wild how someone you literally grew up with can suddenly act like you are a stranger. i see them living this new life, and honestly, part of me feels like a ghost haunting their past. i’m supposed to cheer for their success but instead, it feels like a punchline in a joke i never wanted to be a part of. #resentment #growingapart