it's 2am and my phone buzzes with notifications about the football game. everyone is buzzing about Bournemouth beating Everton. meanwhile, i’m sitting here pretending to enjoy takeout that cost me my last few coins. no one knows i’ve been eating instant noodles for dinner for weeks now. that celebration everyone else is having? yeah, my joy got evicted long ago. guess i’ll just binge watch this ga...
ang hirap talaga. my relatives act like i’m a millionaire because they heard i work a steady job, but have they seen my loan payments? sometimes i feel like i’m stuck in a never-ending episode of a sad sitcom. my childhood friends vanished faster than my motivation to support anyone other than myself. should i send a care package to my mental health or just donate to their kids' education? i hones...
day 17 of staring at the guitar gathering dust in the corner, the one I convinced myself I would learn to play one day. it sits there as a constant reminder of that time I dropped a small fortune on it, thinking I could be the next big thing, or at least a passable busker in the park. instead, here I am, scrolling through videos of kids half my age mastering songs I dream of playing, while my palms sweat imagining the awkward moment I’d have to admit to everyone that, uh, yeah, that guitar? yeah, I mostly just use it as an expensive clothes hanger... I mean, the best way to showcase my thrifted shirts right?
day 17 of staring at the guitar gathering dust in the corner, the one I convinced myself I would learn to play one day. it sits there as a constant reminder of that time I dropped a small fortune on it, thinking I could be the next big thing, or at least a passable busker in the park. instead, here I am, scrolling through videos of kids half my age mastering songs I dream of playing, while my palms sweat imagining the awkward moment I’d have to admit to everyone that, uh, yeah, that guitar? yeah, I mostly just use it as an expensive clothes hanger... I mean, the best way to showcase my thrifted shirts right?
sab kuch itna khudgarz lag raha hai, yaar. sab dosto ki life achi chal rahi hai, naye ghar, naye cars aur main bas apne khud ke sapnon ke liye paisa bhej raha hoon — aur din mein sirf maggi kha raha hoon. agar humara team jeeti toh shayad zindagi ka kuch rang mile, par unki khushiyan dekh ke lagta hai — main bas background mein hoon, kisi movie ka side character jo kabhi lead nahi ban payega. kaas...