I opened my feed and saw my batchmate posing with their new car, all smiles while I'm just hoping my phone battery lasts the bus ride home. I spent the night scrolling through reels of dreams I can't afford. I thought engineering was the golden ticket, but it's just a reminder that everyone around me seems to be living on another planet. My cousin’s out here enjoying a salary that feels like a fan...
literally just saw my batchmate post about buying a second car while I'm taking a bus, fighting for a seat between strangers. گھر والے समझते नहीं. they keep asking when I’ll make something of myself, like I’m not already drowning in the pressure. I swear, every family gathering feels like an interrogation. and in my mind, I’m just sitting there thinking, ‘kya main ek din kisi car ke andar hote hue...
wait—people say they miss being happy. they just don’t understand what it’s like when sharing good news feels like throwing a match into a room full of gasoline—everyone smiles but you can feel the resentment bubbling under the surface, so you just stop saying anything at all. it feels like drowning, trapped under water while everyone else floats—recently started doing mini crosswords just to feel something, but it reminds me that I have to keep answers to myself even when I crave the lightness of sharing joy. how did I end up this lonely? #MiniCrosswordAnswers #LonelyThoughts
wait—people say they miss being happy. they just don’t understand what it’s like when sharing good news feels like throwing a match into a room full of gasoline—everyone smiles but you can feel the resentment bubbling under the surface, so you just stop saying anything at all. it feels like drowning, trapped under water while everyone else floats—recently started doing mini crosswords just to feel something, but it reminds me that I have to keep answers to myself even when I crave the lightness of sharing joy. how did I end up this lonely? #MiniCrosswordAnswers #LonelyThoughts
i never thought introducing someone as 'a friend' could sting so bad. the kind of thing that eats at you late at night. here i am, lost in the middle of this ridiculous situation, questioning if I ever even meant anything. honestly, it makes me feel like forest green is going to take the title, while i'm just stuck rooting for the bench warmer. #ForestGreenVsCarlisle #RelationshipRealTalk