saw those vacation pics from the Maldives and thought, “how is everyone affording these trips?” meanwhile, i’m stuck counting the days until my next paycheck, praying it covers rent and food. but hey, keep pretending everything's fine. just another month of smiling while drowning in debt. #2026 #lifeishard
day 12 of me pretending to care about FC Porto while my family talks about them like they’re gods. like, all I can think about is how they’ll literally skip over my achievements to compare me to my sibling, the favorite. my parents ask me what I’m doing with my life while they scroll through game highlights, totally oblivious to the pressure I feel. it’s all fun and games until my mom says, “you c...
it’s not that i cant handle a breakup. it’s just that i didn’t realize i’d turned into that person who relies on the comfort of imaginary friends. like, i thought watching a movie alone was self-care, but now it’s just me weeping at random scenes in "tu yaa main." why does it hit so hard? last week, my snack choices felt like they were sponsored by regret and loneliness. my therapist definitely di...