i keep checking the schedule for the T20 World Cup, like somehow if i keep looking i will find a sign that the person i can’t stop thinking about is going to magically show up, like waiting for a bus that you know isn't coming... yet every time my phone dings, i sprint like it's them, but it's just an update on player stats or who’s going home this week instead of my heart. i know, i know, it’s ju...
day 23 of avoiding my family's group chat, where my cousin asked if "Alessandro Del Piero would make a good cat name" while my dad simultaneously shares ten thousand memes about avocado toast being "the new gold standard" of finance — i'm not sure what’s worse, their absurdity or the fact that i’m a twenty-five-year-old who can’t decide if i should actually respond or just quit life altogether. #A...
literally every time I check my phone, someone is celebrating another victory. actually bought a house, posted the keys. or shared a picture with their brand-new car. I feel like I am stuck in a loop while everyone else dances through life, success like confetti in their hands. my personal failures echo loudly while the world seems to flourish. my greatest achievement today was getting out of bed. I wonder if it’s too late for me, like waiting for a soccer channel to show a game I missed years ago. #SoccerChannel #RealityCheck
literally every time I check my phone, someone is celebrating another victory. actually bought a house, posted the keys. or shared a picture with their brand-new car. I feel like I am stuck in a loop while everyone else dances through life, success like confetti in their hands. my personal failures echo loudly while the world seems to flourish. my greatest achievement today was getting out of bed. I wonder if it’s too late for me, like waiting for a soccer channel to show a game I missed years ago. #SoccerChannel #RealityCheck
not gonna lie, I spend way too much time imagining what my life would be like if I just packed up and moved to a different city—where no one knows me, and I can start fresh. I lowkey have a whole playlist for it, a dream job in mind, and maybe even a community of kindred spirits who actually GET me. but here I am—surrounded by hundreds of contacts who have no idea I exist beyond a name in their ph...