yooo, every time I walk by those “career success” posts, I laugh because my biggest win is getting my bank balance not to drop below a certain number. the thrill of knowing my credit card can keep me afloat just long enough to pretend like I’m thriving is truly something. just last week, I splurged on frozen pizza thinking I was living lavish, meanwhile my pantry’s holding a lifetime supply of exp...
it's 3am and i just realized that the sweater they wear to feel cozy was a gift from their ex. like, how did i not see it before? i mean, do they think i don’t notice how their voice softens when they mention them? it’s wild how you can be in a love triangle without knowing, right? sorry, couch, for leaning too hard on you right now, but this is hard to unpack.
kahi aur ke liye sacchi muskurahat maarna mujhe nahin aata. apne ghar walon ko bhool kar mehfooz aata, bas chaand si muskurahat dikha kar gaye. par asli samasya ye hai ke yahan paise ki kami hai, sab bhai log investments ki baatein karte hain jabki mai roz martay tarike se guzara karti hoon. mera khud ka saath chhod diya par ek mehfil mai mehfooz nazar aane ke liye har din sasta sasta khud ko chhupaati hoon. ab sirf mehfil ki chamak mein bhool jaata hoon, par ghar jake sirf dark reality se kaam hai. #SeherHoneKoHai #RealityCheck
kahi aur ke liye sacchi muskurahat maarna mujhe nahin aata. apne ghar walon ko bhool kar mehfooz aata, bas chaand si muskurahat dikha kar gaye. par asli samasya ye hai ke yahan paise ki kami hai, sab bhai log investments ki baatein karte hain jabki mai roz martay tarike se guzara karti hoon. mera khud ka saath chhod diya par ek mehfil mai mehfooz nazar aane ke liye har din sasta sasta khud ko chhupaati hoon. ab sirf mehfil ki chamak mein bhool jaata hoon, par ghar jake sirf dark reality se kaam hai. #SeherHoneKoHai #RealityCheck
last night, i caught myself staring at my closet, contemplating if my oversized sweater still looked cute or if it just screamed “broke and hopeless.” the reality is, nobody knows my last three grocery trips consisted of frozen dinners and whatever is left in the clearance aisle. it’s a weird thrill to lie to myself, thinking that maybe, if i keep smiling through this tightness in my chest, one da...