i just caught a glimpse of myself in the elevator mirror today and like honestly it was such a shock, like who is that tired looking ghost staring back at me with bags under my eyes and this awful fluorescent lighting making everything worse, and it hit me that i've spent so many hours hunched over this desk just pushing papers around like i'm a zombie or something... do i even like what i'm doing...
it's 10am on a Saturday and my landlord just texted me that my rent is going up by $200 starting next month. like how am i supposed to afford that AND still get my weekly coffee runs? i just wanna play my video games in peace without worrying if i need to start selling my stuff on Craigslist.
it’s day 3 of wondering what went wrong after what I thought was the best date ever—like we talked for hours about everything from favorite pizza toppings to that weird show on Netflix—just to wake up and realize he hasn’t even liked my last message and honestly I’m still holding onto this tiny hope that maybe he just lost his phone or something but deep down I know I should probably stop hoping and just accept that I might’ve scared him off with my relentless enthusiasm for obscure indie bands.
it’s day 3 of wondering what went wrong after what I thought was the best date ever—like we talked for hours about everything from favorite pizza toppings to that weird show on Netflix—just to wake up and realize he hasn’t even liked my last message and honestly I’m still holding onto this tiny hope that maybe he just lost his phone or something but deep down I know I should probably stop hoping and just accept that I might’ve scared him off with my relentless enthusiasm for obscure indie bands.
last night I literally remembered that time I tried to make homemade sushi with my friends in college and we were all super convinced we were gonna be the next Top Chef or whatever but honestly it just ended with us laughing at the sad pile of rice and fish and one of my friends, I swear, tried to take a picture for Instagram but the whole thing just looked like a crime scene and now I miss those ...