it’s 3am and I just realized I spend more on organizing my vision boards than actual experiences. scrolling through images of perfect lives that are a million miles away while I can’t even motivate myself to make coffee in the morning. seeing Jutta Leerdam’s triumph made me feel a twinge of jealousy, like why can’t I push myself for gold in my own life? what am I doing? #JuttaLeerdam #DreamsDeferr...
the way that everyone's buzzing about the cricket match got me thinking — i'm sitting here, pretending to care about runs and wickets when i'm really just googling “how to live off instant noodles for a month.” nobody sees the panic when my phone lights up with another bill notification. yeah, my friends think i'm thriving because I can recite batting averages but deep down, i’m calculating how ma...
last night, saw my ex's engagement post while drowning in assignments—felt like my own future just faded away. matlab, it’s crazy how I have hundreds of contacts but nobody really gets the lonely chaos in my head—where’s the one call when I need it most? I used to share everything, but now, it feels like everyone moved on to better lives while I’m stuck in this silent loop—too proud to reach out, but too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt. #Dawn #LostConnections
last night, saw my ex's engagement post while drowning in assignments—felt like my own future just faded away. matlab, it’s crazy how I have hundreds of contacts but nobody really gets the lonely chaos in my head—where’s the one call when I need it most? I used to share everything, but now, it feels like everyone moved on to better lives while I’m stuck in this silent loop—too proud to reach out, but too tired to pretend it doesn't hurt. #Dawn #LostConnections
literally every time my parents ask about my savings, it hits different. they don't see the loans stacking up like a tower of unspoken stress. cousins flaunt their new rides while i wonder if i can afford auto fare to get to work. pretending to be okay when you’re barely getting by feels like the real emotional scam. #Dawn #RealityCheck