not gonna lie, i got my paycheck today and by the time i blinked, it vanished like my hope for a stable life. matlab, sab kuch karne ke baad bhi, woh rent, EMI, aur groceries hi dekhte hai, right? yaar, the other day, i bought a fancy packet of cookies to cheer myself up and now, i am sitting here with empty pockets and a full stomach of regret. hai na, imagine a brown kid who cut off toxic friend...
if you are navigating a tough chapter right now, please remember that even the heaviest clouds eventually give way to light. you have faced challenges before and emerged stronger, even if it feels hard to see that right now. take each day as it comes, and trust that this moment will pass, shaping you into someone even more resilient. #YouAreNotAlone #KeepGoing
it's day 47 of me convincing myself I have friends when, like, literally, I just have a list of names in my phone—everyone's schedules are packed with their “real lives” and I’m over here waiting for the only text I’m getting from some random delivery app. I think about reaching out, but then I realize I would just be another awkward update—“Hey, remember me?” followed by an uneasy silence. being surrounded by strangers I used to know feels like wearing a favorite old hoodie that now smells like sadness and memories.
it's day 47 of me convincing myself I have friends when, like, literally, I just have a list of names in my phone—everyone's schedules are packed with their “real lives” and I’m over here waiting for the only text I’m getting from some random delivery app. I think about reaching out, but then I realize I would just be another awkward update—“Hey, remember me?” followed by an uneasy silence. being surrounded by strangers I used to know feels like wearing a favorite old hoodie that now smells like sadness and memories.
last night, i was scrolling through the obscure online courses i have no business taking when i stumbled upon my position posted again on some job site. that little ad popped up like a red flag, laughing at my questionable existence. i laughed too, because, obviously, they’ll find someone who can do all the things i just hoped someone wouldn’t ask me to do. yet, deep down, the idea of someone else...