was looking at the ceiling and suddenly realized i still owe my high school best friend twenty bucks from 5 years ago. it’s dumb but it just hit me like wow, that small thing is part of my life now, just lingering.
i was scrolling through my contacts the other day and realized i haven't spoken to my best friend in over a year, just a text i never sent sitting in my drafts. sometimes i feel like my only company is the sound of the kettle boiling, like all those chats were just a figment of some life i don’t have anymore.
i thought i lost my favorite mug but found it in the weirdest place, like, literally buried under a pile of mail and it made me realize how out of touch i am with everything lately, so now i just sit here wondering how i can keep losing things while my head is spinning about literally everything else falling apart around me.
i thought i lost my favorite mug but found it in the weirdest place, like, literally buried under a pile of mail and it made me realize how out of touch i am with everything lately, so now i just sit here wondering how i can keep losing things while my head is spinning about literally everything else falling apart around me.
i thought my coffee pot was broken but it was just empty and i realized it was the only thing getting me through mornings. so now i sit here, staring at a wall, thinking about how my whole life is just trying to scrape together enough to fill my cup.