nobody at work will look me in the eye since they found out, like now all the coffee runs are just for the “others” and i swear i never felt so invisible as when i saw my empty inbox, it's like what’s the point anymore, kuch samajh nahi aa raha
कोई समझता नहीं कि मैं पिछले साल से अपनी चाबी एक जगह से दूसरी जगह रखने के चक्कर में कितना बोर हो गया हूँ, ऐसा लगता है जैसे सभी मेरे चारों तरफ जिंदगी जी रहे हैं और मैं बस यहां अपने छोटे से अपार्टमेंट में अपना टाइम पास कर रहा हूँ। यार, समज लो, ऐसे जीना थकावट भरा है।
trying to remember the last time i genuinely enjoyed a meal instead of just eating to feel normal, and it feels like ages ago. everything just blurs together now, and then my doctor drops the liver question like it’s a casual thing when it feels like a ticking bomb every day.
trying to remember the last time i genuinely enjoyed a meal instead of just eating to feel normal, and it feels like ages ago. everything just blurs together now, and then my doctor drops the liver question like it’s a casual thing when it feels like a ticking bomb every day.
so i reported this person for being a total jerk and they decide to investigate my social media instead like its a crime scene, meanwhile i just wanted them to stop treating my favorite song like its background music for their personal drama, now my case is dropped but my playlist feels even more personal like what did my music do to deserve this level of disrespect.