"yaar, so they were talking about Brad Arnold and I just thought about how life is so unpredictable, hai na? my aunty asked when I'm getting married like it’s a deadline and I’m over here not even sure if I can cover my health insurance, matlab. every month I’m pretending like my life is put together while dodging calls from collectors, while everyone thinks I’m on some level of success. and here ...
just found out that the office bully got promoted to my boss. it feels like the universe took my worst fear and put it in charge of my paycheck. every time i see them, i can't shake this pit in my stomach that says i'm not good enough. the worst part? i’m realizing that maybe it’s me who gave them the power to belittle me this whole time. now, while they're gloating, i'm left wondering how long be...
yaar, you know that feeling when family gatherings turn into an interrogation session? matlab, while everyone is comparing their amazing salaries abroad, I am just sitting there, drowning in loans and trying not to roll my eyes. every question feels like a dagger; “bhai, savings kahan hain?” while my cousin flexes their beach photos. no one gets how hard it is. I keep thinking, when do I get to be proud? like, can’t someone just ask if I’m okay? instead, it feels like I’m carrying this weight of disappointment for not being the successful one. khud pe ghussa aata hai, matlab why does it have to be this way? #Bangla #familydrama
yaar, you know that feeling when family gatherings turn into an interrogation session? matlab, while everyone is comparing their amazing salaries abroad, I am just sitting there, drowning in loans and trying not to roll my eyes. every question feels like a dagger; “bhai, savings kahan hain?” while my cousin flexes their beach photos. no one gets how hard it is. I keep thinking, when do I get to be proud? like, can’t someone just ask if I’m okay? instead, it feels like I’m carrying this weight of disappointment for not being the successful one. khud pe ghussa aata hai, matlab why does it have to be this way? #Bangla #familydrama
the way that I casually named my future cats with someone I spoke to once—like we really shared that moment, right? it was a whole thing—picking out names like we were planning a life together when in reality, I can’t even remember their last name. and now I think about it sometimes—wondering if I’m destined to have imaginary cats in a universe that doesn’t exist because I said their names aloud o...