i finally spoke up in a meeting. it took everything in me to share my idea. then, my boss praised someone else for it. part of me wants to scream about my worth, but mostly, i just feel this sinking loneliness. like, does anyone even see me? do i even exist here?
i watched my boss applaud someone else for my idea. just sat there—smiling, while inside—i was screaming. it’s like i’m stuck in a never-ending loop of mediocre decisions, while everyone else struts by in their shiny new lives. sometimes i think i’m the only one without a roadmap, feeling more like an observer—while everyone else races toward their successes, and i'm still figuring out how to hit ...
not gonna lie, seeing everyone talk about fighter jets and national pride makes me feel like I’m living in another dimension. my biggest achievement this week was not crying at work when the team announced promotions for people I trained. the noise around “heroes” makes my insecurities roar louder, and I just want to scream that I can barely get through my own battle, and honestly, nobody seems to even notice. #NageshKapoor #strugglinginside
not gonna lie, seeing everyone talk about fighter jets and national pride makes me feel like I’m living in another dimension. my biggest achievement this week was not crying at work when the team announced promotions for people I trained. the noise around “heroes” makes my insecurities roar louder, and I just want to scream that I can barely get through my own battle, and honestly, nobody seems to even notice. #NageshKapoor #strugglinginside
if you are feeling lost right now, remember that every great journey includes moments of uncertainty, and this will eventually lead you to a place of clarity and strength. #StayStrong #KeepGoing