the way that i literally re-styled my entire wardrobe because i thought my favorite celebrity would notice me in a denim jacket and not an oversized sweater is wild. i bought a literal faux leather skirt because like, that's what they wore. went to the grocery store once, and tripped over a tiny pumpkin, landing in front of a lady who looked at me like i was her guilty pleasure horror show. and gu...
not gonna lie, I literally watched that wedding video and felt a mix of envy and utter despair. I have fifty thousand in savings while they're tossing around fifty lakhs like it's nothing. now I’m here, trying to reconcile the fact that arranged marriage pressure is closing in, and I’m just praying my life doesn’t turn into a bargain bin affair while they fly off in private jets. #QueenslandVsSout...
it's not that I don't want to celebrate others' victories. it's just—when I see those men skating toward triumph, I can't help but think of the days I juggle empty coffee cups and yet still tip the barista too much, hoping it somehow spreads good energy my way—because there’s just something romantic in believing that kindness circles back—except I'm more like a failing pursuit than a speed skating champion, holding on by the skin of my teeth to a facade that keeps shattering. and yet, somehow, when they win, I feel the tug of envy stitch through me—like what if I were more like them... but here I am, racing against bills that pile up—knowing there's only so much joy a pretend smile can mask. #MenapossTeamPursuitSpeedSkatin #InnerStruggles
it's not that I don't want to celebrate others' victories. it's just—when I see those men skating toward triumph, I can't help but think of the days I juggle empty coffee cups and yet still tip the barista too much, hoping it somehow spreads good energy my way—because there’s just something romantic in believing that kindness circles back—except I'm more like a failing pursuit than a speed skating champion, holding on by the skin of my teeth to a facade that keeps shattering. and yet, somehow, when they win, I feel the tug of envy stitch through me—like what if I were more like them... but here I am, racing against bills that pile up—knowing there's only so much joy a pretend smile can mask. #MenapossTeamPursuitSpeedSkatin #InnerStruggles
no because i just saw that mazatlán finally got their first win and here i am, wearing a shirt from college i bought on clearance, feeling like it's a legit 'this is all i have left' situation, while simultaneously preparing to Google how to dodge calls from my landlord because my paycheck is officially a ghost. #SantosLaguna #cringe