ہر بار جب میرے والد کہتے ہیں کہ غریب ہونا ایک انتخاب ہے، میں سوچتی ہوں، "تو کیا میری محبت کا ختم ہونا بھی میرا انتخاب تھا؟" – ساری امیدیں، خواب اور خود کو ایک شخص کے گرد بُن لیا – اب ٹکڑوں میں بکھرے ہوئے ہیں۔ سبھی نے اپنے رشتے طے کر لیے ہیں اور میں صرف ان کے ٹوٹ جانے کی داستانوں کے درمیان پھنس گئی ہوں، سوچتے ہوئے کہ میں کب اپنے ہی پرانے قصوں کو بھولوں گی۔ اب جب کہ گرباز کا نطق خطرے میں ہے، دل کی د...
last night, I realized I spent an hour online searching for the most ridiculous, overpriced soccer jerseys while my laundry pile started to look like a potential roommate. I can't even afford decent socks, but here I am considering dropping half my savings on a limited edition "Colo Colo" shirt. I was sitting there, knowing full well my finances were shot, yet my credit card was practically beggin...
i spend my nights pacing my tiny apartment, staring at my wall of expired coupons, convinced if i just whisper my dreams of wealth into the universe enough times, maybe they'll come true... but here i am, still buying knockoff brand soap because it costs fifty cents less, wearing a smile so practiced it deserves an award. and when people ask how i'm doing? i laugh, obviously, because they can't see me googling how to sell my vintage lunchbox collection just to buy groceries. it's like pretending i'm one gourmet meal away from a fabulous life while still living off stale ramen— and honestly? it's DELUSIONAL. #moneytalks #lifeinbetween
i spend my nights pacing my tiny apartment, staring at my wall of expired coupons, convinced if i just whisper my dreams of wealth into the universe enough times, maybe they'll come true... but here i am, still buying knockoff brand soap because it costs fifty cents less, wearing a smile so practiced it deserves an award. and when people ask how i'm doing? i laugh, obviously, because they can't see me googling how to sell my vintage lunchbox collection just to buy groceries. it's like pretending i'm one gourmet meal away from a fabulous life while still living off stale ramen— and honestly? it's DELUSIONAL. #moneytalks #lifeinbetween
just realized i’ve spent years trying to be invisible, apologizing for taking up space. meanwhile, everyone’s glued to the drama of the atlas versus pumas match like it actually matters. do they know that while they cheer, i’m trapped in this awkward spiral of self-doubt, convinced that my worth hinges on someone else’s game? it’s wild that i can care more about strangers on a screen than my own l...