मुझे लगता है, मैं एक प्रोफेशनल अजनबी बन गया हूँ। रोज़ हज़ारों संपर्कों में खोता हूँ, लेकिन असल में कोई नहीं जानता कि मैं कौन हूँ। yaar, matlab samjho na, weekends पर किसी के साथ चाय तक नहीं पी पाता। isolation की ये आदत ऐसी हो गई है जैसे ये जिंदगी का नया नार्मल हो। #Loneliness #LostConnections
just realized i wrote a whole thank you speech for a promotion i haven't even been considered for yet. i rehearsed it in the bathroom mirror, pacing like i’m accepting an Oscar for the role of a lifetime. i included emotional nods to my "team" who probably won't remember my name if i left post-it notes on their desks. but in this workplace, i’m more likely to be clapped for being the person who sh...
day 47 of pretending my credit card debt doesn’t haunt me like a bad ghost movie. the NFL's mid-season highlights remind me that while others get deals, i get no deals on this endless cycle of living paycheck to paycheck, crushingly aware that everyone thinks i'm balling when i'm actually just eating instant noodles and avoiding grocery store employees who know i won’t buy anything. meanwhile, my sibling just bought a new car, and i'm over here Googling “symptoms of constant panic.” where’s the highlight reel for that? #NflsMidseasonHighlightsStandou #lifechoices
day 47 of pretending my credit card debt doesn’t haunt me like a bad ghost movie. the NFL's mid-season highlights remind me that while others get deals, i get no deals on this endless cycle of living paycheck to paycheck, crushingly aware that everyone thinks i'm balling when i'm actually just eating instant noodles and avoiding grocery store employees who know i won’t buy anything. meanwhile, my sibling just bought a new car, and i'm over here Googling “symptoms of constant panic.” where’s the highlight reel for that? #NflsMidseasonHighlightsStandou #lifechoices
kya aapne kabhi socha hai ki hum kis tarah se akele ho gaye hain, kuch din ho gaye sirf surface pe hi baatein karte hue? ghar wale samajhte nahi, aur ab maine toh apne toxic doston se bhi alvida keh diya, ab lagta hai ke waqt beet raha hai, par khud se baat karne ka bhi mann nahi karta… kyunki khud se sab kuch kehna kabhi kabhi zyada heavy hota hai.