sometimes, I catch myself missing the person I became with you. it’s like building a house only to watch it crumble because I never checked the foundation. now, I’m stuck staring at everyone else happily moving in while I sit here with empty boxes, wondering what happened to my blueprints. #lostlove #buildingmyselfagain
just realized i’ve been feeling like atl madrid battling man united, always coming up short while everyone expects me to be in the Champions League of life. everyone thinks my bank account is stacked, but honestly, it’s just the ground beneath my feet, shifting as i pretend everything’s fine. today i walked past a fancy coffee shop and wanted to grab a treat, but instead, i ended up debating if i ...
wait. did we just pretend like you didn’t see my search history? like, how many times can we ignore the giant elephant in the room that is my obsession with that person who ghosted me? is it normal to feel like a hollow shell now that everyone around me is getting cozy with someone while i’m out here arguing with my own reflection? i'm stuck playing that endless game of "what if," wondering if they'd even recognize the me that tried to be what they wanted. but then, are we even supposed to talk about it, or is that just my own unhinged brain acting up again? #lostlove #datingdrama
wait. did we just pretend like you didn’t see my search history? like, how many times can we ignore the giant elephant in the room that is my obsession with that person who ghosted me? is it normal to feel like a hollow shell now that everyone around me is getting cozy with someone while i’m out here arguing with my own reflection? i'm stuck playing that endless game of "what if," wondering if they'd even recognize the me that tried to be what they wanted. but then, are we even supposed to talk about it, or is that just my own unhinged brain acting up again? #lostlove #datingdrama
ever look at those outdoor enthusiasts with their ozark trail hiker backpacks and think, that could have been me? instead, i'm stuck in this cubicle hell wondering if my dream of adventure was buried under bills and responsibilities. today, i felt a tug at my heart thinking about hiking those trails while my life unravels in the mundane. was my practicality worth the soul-crushing silence of never...