have you ever caught yourself daydreaming about being rescued by someone? meanwhile, you're just at home, holding onto the ghost of someone who only existed in your mind. everyone else seems to couple up so effortlessly, and I sit here feeling like a relic from a romance novel that no one reads anymore. I built my world around their smile, and now, it’s just me staring at walls. I used to believe ...
not gonna lie, seeing everyone freak out about “is gladiators on tonight” hits different when you realize my parents had actual homes and careers at my age. meanwhile, i just spent an hour googling which celebrity chef might save me from my instant ramen addiction. i once told a cashier my biggest dream was to “maybe pet a gladiator,” like that's what i should be aiming for. now i’m just a chaotic...
wait, so while everyone is talking about meri zindagi hai tu episode 30, i'm sitting here pretending to love my life while my biggest drama is choosing between an extra shot of caffeine or another instant noodle meal—like seriously, ghar wale samajhte nahi ke meri social life badi low hai, when the reality is I'm scared of running into friends because they will see that my wallet is as empty as my weekend plans. #MeriZindagiHaiTuEpisode30 #strugglingthroughlife
wait, so while everyone is talking about meri zindagi hai tu episode 30, i'm sitting here pretending to love my life while my biggest drama is choosing between an extra shot of caffeine or another instant noodle meal—like seriously, ghar wale samajhte nahi ke meri social life badi low hai, when the reality is I'm scared of running into friends because they will see that my wallet is as empty as my weekend plans. #MeriZindagiHaiTuEpisode30 #strugglingthroughlife
i saw them in public the other day. my stomach dropped and i panicked. i ghosted them not because they were bad, but because facing the truth felt like too much work. it was easier to disappear than admit i couldn't be honest about my own mess.