it’s two in the morning, and I’m still up trying to untangle my earbuds for the fiftieth time this week. I caught myself actually smiling—yes, SMILING—when I heard the guy from the coffee shop who always acted like he was better than everyone got called out for faking a charity donation. like, why do I take so much joy in this? maybe it’s just chaotic satisfaction when the universe finally levels ...
i overheard my family reminiscing about my ex, the one they liked better. it felt like walking in on a rerun of a show i never wanted to see again. while i try to juggle my current partner's unsteady heart, all i can think is how empty my side feels at the dinner table. nobody mentions that loneliness creeps in even when you’re surrounded by loved ones... do they realize? #ShamrockRoversVsDerryCit...
ever had that moment when you calculate how long it’ll take to save for a hobby you’re not even sure you like? so, there i was, researching drum kits because clearly i’m the next rock star, and as i did the math, i realized it would take me TWO YEARS. but here’s the kicker, that’s if i stop buying iced coffee, which is basically the fuel that powers my existence. just as i was spiraling into despair, i got an email saying a drum lesson was twenty percent off for the weekend. naturally, i signed up while holding back tears, thinking, “am i buying a dream or just giving my money to my future self for not turning out how i wanted?” i’ll let you know how it goes after… the awkward silence with the instructor when i realize i can't even hold the sticks properly.
ever had that moment when you calculate how long it’ll take to save for a hobby you’re not even sure you like? so, there i was, researching drum kits because clearly i’m the next rock star, and as i did the math, i realized it would take me TWO YEARS. but here’s the kicker, that’s if i stop buying iced coffee, which is basically the fuel that powers my existence. just as i was spiraling into despair, i got an email saying a drum lesson was twenty percent off for the weekend. naturally, i signed up while holding back tears, thinking, “am i buying a dream or just giving my money to my future self for not turning out how i wanted?” i’ll let you know how it goes after… the awkward silence with the instructor when i realize i can't even hold the sticks properly.
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, just remember that it is okay to take things one step at a time. each small victory counts, even if it feels like progress is slow. you are not alone in this journey, and brighter days are ahead. #YouMatter #Hope #Healing