i just found out that my coworker literally forwarded a private message of mine to the entire team. like, who does that? honestly, it feels so violating and i keep wondering if everyone’s judging me now. part of me wants to confront them, but another part is just like, maybe it says more about them than it does about me.
last night, i sat in my dimly lit room, surrounded by silence that felt heavy. just realized how lonely it is to not be able to trust the people you spend every day with. so when my coworker forwarded my private message to the entire team, i thought, "this is how it feels to be invisible." like, i literally wanted to disappear into the walls. #trustissues #loneliness
not gonna lie, my sibling gets the attention without even trying. they could walk into a room, trip over their own feet, and everyone would still applaud. meanwhile, I’m here in the corner—practicing my fake laugh for when they inevitably bring up their latest “accomplishments.” it’s like I’m at a comedy show where the joke's always on me—and yet, here I am, buying tickets to every show because I just can’t look away.
not gonna lie, my sibling gets the attention without even trying. they could walk into a room, trip over their own feet, and everyone would still applaud. meanwhile, I’m here in the corner—practicing my fake laugh for when they inevitably bring up their latest “accomplishments.” it’s like I’m at a comedy show where the joke's always on me—and yet, here I am, buying tickets to every show because I just can’t look away.
last night, I was scrolling through Instagram and saw all these posts about shanaya kapoor’s new film. it looked so glamorous and thrilling. made me think about how I moved to this new city for a job and ended up with zero real friends. my life looks perfect on social media, but honestly, sometimes I just sit at home and wonder if anyone will ever get to know the real me. like, is it too much to a...