bruh, saw the Shab-e-Barat Sehri time post and literally had a flashback to when I used to sit with my family, counting coins for special prayers while dreaming about being in those beautiful places. honestly, now I just boil instant noodles for Iftar while sending money back home, knowing they have no idea I’m struggling to even make it to the next month. nobody gets it, yaar. میری کوشش یہ ہے کہ ...
shab-e-barat is coming and everyone's buzzing about fasting at sehri time. meanwhile, my biggest worry is whether my mom will notice I've been skimping on food for a week just to make rent. nobody knows I still live at home paying my parents back for that so-called "personal loan" I took when my bank balance got too low. it’s like, yeah I should be excited for forgiveness and blessings, but I'm mo...
ever sit there and wonder if you’re the problem? like, sometimes I feel like a blender set on the wrong setting, just violently whirring and everyone politely pretends they can’t hear it. I recently saw news about that Ipswich match being postponed, and honestly, it hit me like an unexpected lunch invitation from someone who’s always busy—was it a sign? I keep showing up for things that feel canceled. I think everyone secretly wishes I would cancel too, but here I am, awkwardly buzzing in their face. what if I just turned off and nobody would notice? yeah, probably too late for that. #
ever sit there and wonder if you’re the problem? like, sometimes I feel like a blender set on the wrong setting, just violently whirring and everyone politely pretends they can’t hear it. I recently saw news about that Ipswich match being postponed, and honestly, it hit me like an unexpected lunch invitation from someone who’s always busy—was it a sign? I keep showing up for things that feel canceled. I think everyone secretly wishes I would cancel too, but here I am, awkwardly buzzing in their face. what if I just turned off and nobody would notice? yeah, probably too late for that. #
कभी-कभी मुझे ऐसा लगता है कि सब लोग इंस्टाग्राम पर अपने 'फिन लिट' फोटो पोस्ट कर रहे हैं और मैं अपने कैबिनेट में से बचा हुआ चीनी चम्मच देख रही हूँ। अभी देखा HDFC के क्रेडिट कार्ड के नए नियमों का आर्टिकल। सोच रही हूँ कि अगर मुझमें 'दौलत' की इतनी छवि होती तो शायद मैं भी उन पॉइंट्स को यूज कर पाती। मेरे पास ना कोई जमा रकम है, ना रिजर्व, लेकिन फिर भी मुझे यकीन है कि मैं एक दिन यहां से निकल जाऊंगी। कभी-कभ...