Stories: literally just realized i haven’t been invited to movie nights in weeks. yaar, m…

sometimes i catch myself standing in the kitchen, looking at the cupboard and feeling this weird emptiness, like i know i should be cooking something but all i can think about is that weird cactus plant i accidentally named and then never watered so it kind of died and i let it go but it was so dumb but somehow it stuck with me, weird how that works

so there i was, freshly released from a facility thinking i was gonna start fresh but the only thing i got was a pink slip from my job for “abandonment” while they had me in a place figuring out how to exist again, guess their idea of self-care is taking a long lunch break on my whole life.

got this diagnosis and my first thought was how in the world am i going to afford the treatments like that is so messed up, right?