sat in the emergency room feeling like a total loser because i couldn't name a single person who would care if i was gone - been here five years and somehow ended up alone. spent all that time buried in video games and now all that grinding feels pointless when i actually needed someone.
delivering food now, once had an office with a plaque and a stethoscope but hey, at least my new boss never yells at me about the metrics right before lunch.
बस ये रोज़ काम का बोझ इतना बढ़ जाता है कि चाय बनाते बनाते सब कुछ भूल जाती हूँ। जैसे आज बर्तन धोते धोते समझ नहीं आया कि कब पानी बह गया और सब सड़ा हुआ सा लग रहा था।
बस ये रोज़ काम का बोझ इतना बढ़ जाता है कि चाय बनाते बनाते सब कुछ भूल जाती हूँ। जैसे आज बर्तन धोते धोते समझ नहीं आया कि कब पानी बह गया और सब सड़ा हुआ सा लग रहा था।
set my alarm for 6am this morning - felt it buzz and just rolled over to turn it off before my brain even registered that it was actually time to get up, like a human robot malfunctioning or something. now i am 100 percent sure my bed is a portal to a parallel universe where productivity does not exist, and i want to file a complaint.