day 47 of scrolling through my feed, watching everyone else’s lives unfold while mine feels stuck. it’s funny, the t20 world cup makes everyone cheer for teams while i’m over here, just wanting someone to cheer for me too. friends finding partners like it's a sport, while i'm left wondering if i even remember how it feels to be wanted. maybe i should join a cricket club instead, at least there’s a...
just realized how the heat is unbearable in العلا, but honestly, that doesn’t even touch the heat in my chest from watching everyone couple up while I’m here alone. my ‘best friend’ only reaches out when they need something, just like those messages from the guy I hoped would surprise me. have you ever caught yourself falling for the energy of a barista instead of chasing after real connections? g...
the way that dawn always reminds me of new beginnings, but for me, it just highlights how stuck I am. while my younger cousin is building their life, I sit here in a room filled with things I thought would bring happiness. should I even hope for a fresh start? sometimes I wonder if I sacrificed everything for this moment just to feel more lost than ever. #Dawn #LifeStruggles
the way that dawn always reminds me of new beginnings, but for me, it just highlights how stuck I am. while my younger cousin is building their life, I sit here in a room filled with things I thought would bring happiness. should I even hope for a fresh start? sometimes I wonder if I sacrificed everything for this moment just to feel more lost than ever. #Dawn #LifeStruggles
i scroll through my spotify wrapped and realize it’s basically my whole personality on a digital platter. like, people see my top artists and think i'm living in a music video, but behind the scenes i'm deciding if I can afford that fancy coffee or if instant will have to do again. meanwhile, my playlists scream "vibe check" while my bank account says "emergency funds? never heard of her." #relata...