i just watched roston chase outshine everyone on the field and all i could think was, when will it be my turn? it feels like everyone around me is hitting milestones—houses, cars, even marriages—while i'm stuck trying to figure out how to buy basic things, yaar, matlab samjho na. saw a video of my friend’s beautiful home and felt that familiar pit in my stomach, like will i ever catch up or am i m...
it's not that people don't get it, it's just that my family brags about my "successful life" while I'm over here googling how to not collapse into existential dread during another family dinner. yaar, matlab imagine being jason holder in a T20 match while your biggest achievement today was finally organizing the sock drawer. woah, right? family would never believe I lie in bed at night wondering i...
literally just saw the first day of Ramadan is coming up. I remember last year feeling like a ghost at work, munching snacks in the shadows while everyone else pretended to be holy and better than me. Honestly, I thought I could hide my envy but then I realized — maybe I was the one poisoning the atmosphere. now I’m worried I’ll ruin this season too, like a bad joke nobody finds funny. who am I even becoming? # #مساء_الخيرات
literally just saw the first day of Ramadan is coming up. I remember last year feeling like a ghost at work, munching snacks in the shadows while everyone else pretended to be holy and better than me. Honestly, I thought I could hide my envy but then I realized — maybe I was the one poisoning the atmosphere. now I’m worried I’ll ruin this season too, like a bad joke nobody finds funny. who am I even becoming? # #مساء_الخيرات
day 47 of staring at my favorite mug because it’s too cute to not be filled with warm coffee, even if my reality says otherwise. my relatives gather around, loudly debating whose love life is more chaotic while I sit here, my only audience a half-eaten chocolate bar and my cat judging me from across the room. it’s funny, really, how I used to shape every plan around that someone, and now I’m resha...