just realized i’ve been rehearsing how to react to hypothetical good news that hasn’t even happened yet. you know, just in case the universe decides to throw me a bone and i get that elusive validation my family seems to crave. like, "oh great job on your third ‘job application’! now tell us how you measure up against your cousin who just opened a coffee shop and your sister who’s already written ...
day 47 of pretending my life is sorted while secretly dodging messages from creditors. met old friends at a reunion, they casually flashed their promotions while my job title hasn't changed since 2019. like honestly, can we talk about the difference between what people think I earn and the hidden debt? you see, they talk fintech innovation, but all I’m innovating is ways to avoid overdrafts. yaar,...
saw marc pubill getting all the love from fans for his big moments. meanwhile, i'm out here pouring my heart into a job that feels like it drains my soul, while my 'highlights' are just swiping on strangers for a connection. if only they knew the struggle is more about affording rent than red carpets. guess i’ll just manifest a lottery win instead of that perfect romance. #MarcPubill #delusionaldreamer
saw marc pubill getting all the love from fans for his big moments. meanwhile, i'm out here pouring my heart into a job that feels like it drains my soul, while my 'highlights' are just swiping on strangers for a connection. if only they knew the struggle is more about affording rent than red carpets. guess i’ll just manifest a lottery win instead of that perfect romance. #MarcPubill #delusionaldreamer
yooo, i haven't been able to get out of bed some days because the weight of pretending to be okay is just too much. the only time my phone buzzes is when someone wants to vent about their latest purchase or vacation, and i’m just sitting here hoping the fridge doesn't run out of food before the next paycheck... and then there’s that sneaky credit card bill i keep forgetting to open. i mean, what h...