the way that hundreds of people got stranded, and here i am questioning my existence every time i eat alone at home. i find myself browsing Cairo flights, envisioning a spontaneous getaway, even though my couch has become my permanent travel destination. if only packing my bags could actually fix the chaos in my head, you know? maybe the real adventure is just finding out who i am without the need...
last night, i caught myself fabricating tiny stories just to fill the silence with something, anything. like—did i really go to that cafe three weeks ago, or was that just a good idea in my head? i have hundreds of contacts yet not a single soul knows when i’m struggling. it’s like a weird game of hide and seek with myself—like who am i fooling, really? these fake little details keep the chaos goi...
saw the news about the trimester system. honestly, i just finished feeling like i’m always in the middle of one chaotic work project to the next. my life already feels like a never-ending loop of deadlines and missed opportunities. the thought of having to juggle MORE school and craziness makes me want to curl up in a ball. maybe they’ll extend that 'trimester' energy to my love life because at this point, even my romantic interests are in their third failing phase. #Trimester #AdultingIsHard
saw the news about the trimester system. honestly, i just finished feeling like i’m always in the middle of one chaotic work project to the next. my life already feels like a never-ending loop of deadlines and missed opportunities. the thought of having to juggle MORE school and craziness makes me want to curl up in a ball. maybe they’ll extend that 'trimester' energy to my love life because at this point, even my romantic interests are in their third failing phase. #Trimester #AdultingIsHard
not gonna lie, i keep thinking about how they weren't ready for a relationship but somehow ended up engaged six months later. i named our future kids together in my head. now i sit alone, watching other people live out the dreams i imagined, like a ghost in a house that's no longer mine. it's wild, right? maybe it was never real, just my head making up stories to fill the emptiness. #NateBargatze ...