i literally pretend to enjoy grocery shopping to mask the fact that i’m just trying to stretch my last twenty. it’s wild how everyone thinks i’m living it up while my fridge is a graveyard of condiments. sometimes, i imagine winning a random lottery and feel guilty for dreaming that hard. but until then, here i am, smiling through ramen nights and praying for the universe to come through.
if you are feeling overwhelmed right now, just know that it is okay to take a moment for yourself. sometimes the path forward isn’t clear, but every step, no matter how small, is still progress. trust that this challenging time will pass, and brighter days are ahead. #Hope #StayStrong
i literally thought i would wake up one day and everything would magically be okay, like, love would just find me again or something. instead, i’m sitting here watching every couple in the world, like, it feels like they are all at a party i was never invited to. the truth is, i built so much of myself around a person who didn’t even stay, and now it's just... empty. honestly, sometimes i cry at random moments, even the sad commercials hit too close to home. like, when does this ending i keep hoping for ever start?
i literally thought i would wake up one day and everything would magically be okay, like, love would just find me again or something. instead, i’m sitting here watching every couple in the world, like, it feels like they are all at a party i was never invited to. the truth is, i built so much of myself around a person who didn’t even stay, and now it's just... empty. honestly, sometimes i cry at random moments, even the sad commercials hit too close to home. like, when does this ending i keep hoping for ever start?
honestly, i just told my friends i have family stuff this weekend. i don't even have a family issue. the truth is, i am completely broke and can’t even afford to enjoy a meal out. this whole 'faking it until you make it' game is exhausting. nobody gets that behind the surface, i'm actually sweating just thinking about my bills piling up, and at this rate, i'll have to start a secret hobby of thrif...