sitting at my desk feeling completely invisible, the chatter around me feels so distant. I used to have someone to share this with but now it’s just me scrolling through names in my contacts like a ghost.
i was so sure i was going to bomb my final exam and end up paying for summer classes, but somehow i passed and even got a good grade. it feels unreal, like i was walking around with this weight on my chest and now its just… gone, still worried about my finances tho, but today feels good.
yaar, matlab samjho na, जब मैंने सबको छोड़ा था तब ये सोचा नहीं था कि कोई नहीं होगा, contacts स्क्रॉल किया फिर भी सिर्फ वही लोग दिखे जो अब नहीं हैं, loneliness इतना भारी है कि कोई समझता नहीं.
yaar, matlab samjho na, जब मैंने सबको छोड़ा था तब ये सोचा नहीं था कि कोई नहीं होगा, contacts स्क्रॉल किया फिर भी सिर्फ वही लोग दिखे जो अब नहीं हैं, loneliness इतना भारी है कि कोई समझता नहीं.
woke up today and realized i spend more time on my commute than i do with my own reflection. seriously, its like im on autopilot, just trying to make sense of a life where the only thing that gets prioritized is work.