just got back from the grocery store and spent 30 minutes walking the aisles only to realize i forgot to get coffee AGAIN. i swear i could just make a list and somehow still walk out with nothing on it, honestly how do i do this.
literally just checked my bank account and i have like nothing left after bills, how am i supposed to afford anything fun when सब कुछ इतना महंगा है. seriously, yaar, koi समझता नहीं how hard it is to just breathe sometimes.
scrolling through my contacts, yaar, matlab samjho na, it hits different when no one's name feels right to call. एक अजनबी सा अहसास है, जीने के लिए कुछ खास नहीं है।
scrolling through my contacts, yaar, matlab samjho na, it hits different when no one's name feels right to call. एक अजनबी सा अहसास है, जीने के लिए कुछ खास नहीं है।
sometimes i wonder if i just ruined my chances at a normal life because i always chose what felt good in the moment. like, the small things that mattered then seem so empty now, and it's like chasing a shadow i can't catch.