can’t believe it but i got my health report back and everything’s normal, i was so sure it would be bad news i almost couldn’t breathe. ऐसे लगा जैसे सांस अंदर ही रुक गई थी जब कॉल आई, life is so unpredictable yaar, seriously.
yaar, matlab samjho na, i was sitting in my tiny apartment today and realized my monthly salary is just enough to buy groceries and pay the bills, but all my friends are planning these amazing trips and getting promotions. मुझे समझ नहीं आ रहा, कुछ तो सही नहीं है.
my coworker just got a huge promotion and we used to be in the same position but now she is flaunting it all over the break room while im stuck wondering if i can afford groceries again this week—i can see her gold watch reflecting in my cheap coffee mug like a reminder of every single “you deserve this” speech they gave her at the last team meeting while i just scroll through job listings on my phone like its a menu for a meal i cant afford to eat.
my coworker just got a huge promotion and we used to be in the same position but now she is flaunting it all over the break room while im stuck wondering if i can afford groceries again this week—i can see her gold watch reflecting in my cheap coffee mug like a reminder of every single “you deserve this” speech they gave her at the last team meeting while i just scroll through job listings on my phone like its a menu for a meal i cant afford to eat.
so there i was, just minding my own business in the bathroom, and overheard my roommate say that the whole house is putting me on the group chat blacklist for "dramatic soap moments" which is really just my life being a reality show minus the sponsors, and now i have to act like i did'nt hear that and it's basically living in a sitcom without the laughs.