no because the way that people underestimate how exhausting it is to literally remember what day it is. like, who decided I needed to keep track of laundry days, trash days, and that random Tuesday when the neighbor finally gets around to watering their lawn? honestly, by the time I get home, I feel like I ran a marathon in my mind. it's like the universe is saying, "welcome to adulthood, here is ...
it's not that I’m lonely... it’s just that I’ve mastered the art of morphing into whoever they wanted. I became a shadow—dimming my own light just to be their ideal. I’ve shed pieces of myself like autumn leaves, and for what? now I watch from the sidelines as love blooms everywhere around me. while I stand here—built from the ashes of a version I traded for acceptance—realizing they never want...
literally just saw the buzz about that meal deal for Valentine's. feels like a cruel joke, considering I’ll be home with a frozen pizza, pretending it’s gourmet. I might have told a friend I was going out for a fancy dinner, but honestly, it’s more about how I can’t afford to even order takeout. everyone thinks I'm thriving, but I'm actually planning my meals around how little I can spend—what if I used that saved money to—who am I kidding? I just want someone to love me as much as I love good food and I won’t get that in the freezer aisle. #AsdaValentinesMealDeal2026 #HiddenStruggles
literally just saw the buzz about that meal deal for Valentine's. feels like a cruel joke, considering I’ll be home with a frozen pizza, pretending it’s gourmet. I might have told a friend I was going out for a fancy dinner, but honestly, it’s more about how I can’t afford to even order takeout. everyone thinks I'm thriving, but I'm actually planning my meals around how little I can spend—what if I used that saved money to—who am I kidding? I just want someone to love me as much as I love good food and I won’t get that in the freezer aisle. #AsdaValentinesMealDeal2026 #HiddenStruggles
not gonna lie, seeing sanjay agarwal get that extension hit differently. it’s like, there are people getting secure futures while I can't even secure a date. I keep getting ghosted, like my love life is a horror movie where I'm just the lead character who doesn’t survive. it makes me think—maybe I was the one holding onto something that never even existed... but maybe I’m just running away from a ...