literally just saw the preview for the latest jujutsu kaisen modulo chapter and all i can think about is how everybody around me seems to be slaying life while i’m still stuck wondering if i can afford groceries this week. it’s like i’m in my own cursed space where my friends are out here buying cars and starting families, and i can’t even keep my plants alive. meanwhile, i’m rewatching old episod...
ok but sometimes I find myself counting the seconds in a conversation just waiting for the moment I can stop feeling so tiny—like I’m holding my breath until they finally say something that makes me feel seen, or even a little valued—then it hits me that I might just be better off daydreaming about a life where I’m not shrinking under someone else's shadow—it's the mundane chaos that leaves me fee...
last night, I realized I still have a stack of unpaid parking tickets from three different cities—all because I keep avoiding the inevitable financial horror show. meanwhile, everyone thinks I’m living my best life, but honestly, my version of “luxury” is buying fancy toilet paper so I can wipe away my pride.
last night, I realized I still have a stack of unpaid parking tickets from three different cities—all because I keep avoiding the inevitable financial horror show. meanwhile, everyone thinks I’m living my best life, but honestly, my version of “luxury” is buying fancy toilet paper so I can wipe away my pride.
not gonna lie, I’ve started arguments in my head so often that I’m mad at people for things they never even said. like, how do I get to the point where I’m resenting someone for a conversation that only exists in my imagination? am I that bored with reality, or just desperate for conflict? it’s wild that I’ll sit there crafting comebacks while they’re completely unaware.