i was in the art store today and saw all the new supplies, literally thought about picking them up but just froze instead. i keep telling myself i will start painting again but honestly just look at the empty canvas on my shelf every day and feel like a fraud.
finally tried to organize my vinyl collection after years of just stacking them and wow. all the album covers i forgot i had, now just need to find the time to listen to them but every time i put on a record it feels like i need to sit down and *think* about life instead of just enjoying it, ugh.
just got a package with my painting supplies and i cannot believe how excited i am to finally start again after years of feeling stuck and just thinking about it, i almost let the dread of not being good enough stop me but this is MY TIME and i feel like i can actually create something i love.
just got a package with my painting supplies and i cannot believe how excited i am to finally start again after years of feeling stuck and just thinking about it, i almost let the dread of not being good enough stop me but this is MY TIME and i feel like i can actually create something i love.
पता नहीं क्यों, पर कभी कभी मुझे लगता है कि मैं किसी और की ज़िंदगी जी रहा हूँ, जैसे मैंने खुद को खो दिया है और कोई समझता नहीं, बस सब कुछ चलता रहता है।