scrolling through my contacts just now and realized there’s not a single name i feel comfortable calling. lost touch with a friend over something silly and now it just feels too awkward to reach out.
sat down to work and realized i spent all my change on vending machine snacks again—now i have to pick between laundry and gas and this was supposed to be the month i saved up for that thing i wanted but here we are, just hoping the power bill doesn't get cut off
so i went to the store thinking i could treat myself to ONE frozen pizza for dinner since the pantry is basically empty and guess what? it was 8 dollars but i found myself debating if it was literally worth eating for breakfast, lunch and dinner all week while still somehow thinking “maybe if i make it fancy it will feel like a 5 star meal.” but now i am going home with nothing, still hungry, and feeling like a real adult with my life choices and 47 bucks left, what even is this.
so i went to the store thinking i could treat myself to ONE frozen pizza for dinner since the pantry is basically empty and guess what? it was 8 dollars but i found myself debating if it was literally worth eating for breakfast, lunch and dinner all week while still somehow thinking “maybe if i make it fancy it will feel like a 5 star meal.” but now i am going home with nothing, still hungry, and feeling like a real adult with my life choices and 47 bucks left, what even is this.
so i just spent twenty minutes nodding along in a meeting about a project that i honestly have no clue about and now i'm convinced i agreed to single-handedly save the world from paperclips or something. like, why do i always zone out when the accountant starts talking numbers that sound like a secret language of frustration?